My relationship...

...is not going well.

I don't think I really should go into the details here, especially since the details are not in any way gory, and especially since I am probably feeing unduly pessimistic and cynical about it right now.

Right now it feels like this relationship is not going well, none of the future ones will go well, I am rapidly approaching the point where the only thing I will be wanting from a relationship will be regular sex of a reasonably good quality with the minimum of complaints from the other party, and I am not even sure anymore that I have ever gotten anything else out of any romantic relationship anyway. Is there anything more to it? Other people seem to have feelings or something...